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Thursday, May 15, 2008, 6:45 PM
Bad Day And Bad Mood :(
Got back results today. for a maths e maths and chinese.all got a B4..-.- sian lik wtf? very bad mood la.maths also b4 chinese also b4.all these subjects at common test got A1 then now? i say out my result i also paiseh.still in what fucking dean list.i might as well go bang my head and ask what happened la. seriously very upset about myself. is A1 all about studying? study so much jus to get a A1. does it means that to get that A1 hav to scarfice yr life, yr enjoy time and yr leisure time? Mr Koh, my mother. all expect maths A1, when i could not hit it. okay face the music. issit what are the consequences for not scoring well if u had score well b4 and once ppl lay their expectations on you. u muz definately hit it. and do they even know that i was not that good.? I am so FUCKING upset with myself. FOR ONCE i will be upset over my results?? y? And now i got the god damn PSP and i dun even hav the mood to play.whats more next week is jus chinese O lvl. given the state of mind i am at, am i really able to do the chinese O lvl paper and not screw it up and score well for it. getting an A2 or not an A1, which will definately boost my confidence up. MYE so bad alr still got chinese O lvl. which i am not sure even i myself is able to do it anot. there is no second chance. but ONLY ONCE. The road of NO RETURN. What shld i do now?Only thing now is jus to recover and prepare the chinese O level. nothing else. 7 A1s how nice is the dream which will not be in reality. |